Love is powerful

every time I have the birthday I got panic, because of....uh...I don't know.....underachievement, like my life is became empty sad.

That I have take issue that. I'm not the a person without hope, in fact, sometimes I wonder and hope the only thing I've got going, the thing that I hope for most......I'm bear to admit is......emotional dependency......it's probably my friends thinking i'm crazy. Who would actually wish for that kind weakness.....but I do....I want to meet, fall in love with......and be with somebody I can't bear the live without.

我喜歡Ally這集的結辯。

雖結論是判得有點牽強，但艾利的說法讓我相信愛的力量真的很巨大，特別是在我們剛開始愛，還法接觸到柴米油鹽的家計瑣事時，愛的狂烈讓人無法承擔，過強的正面力量令人失去自我造成對方莫名一種壓力，過強的負面力量則會帶來無法計量的嫉妒與憤怒，迷戀與迷亂的天平失去平衡的兩端。但那種力量，卻是無形且無比地強大，衝撞我們的心，和大腦。

我也想嘗試那樣迷亂的體驗，而我能不能像Ally那樣說：I do？

即將跨過29歲到30歲的她，maybe have birthday bules occasionally，但還是能擺著手和大家一起共舞，一起扁嘴，一起大喊，一起發神經，一起認真努力拚。

越長越大，還相信愛的人終是幸福。